Wednesday, July 4, 2012

A Story to Forget

Love That Saw Happiness 

The need to remove heartaches, to reason it out, bring them closer together, to understand.
"I'm truly sorry about this afternoon, I do appreciate what you did. Shows me that you care so much. Please don't get me wrong. I'm happy with what you do."

The expressed loving jealousy, that once made her feel loved and adored.
"That guy couldn't get his hands off you! I should kick his ass!"

The need for affection, that pulls two hearts so close together.
"I feel like going crazy when we don't talk. Feels empty in me."

The utter gratitude of love, that sprinkles flowers to ones heart for their unconditional love.
"Thank you so much for coming by today, for being there, for taking food and drinks for me. I appreciate it a lot."

The yearn for each other. The cradled voice, that lasts in dreams where one wakes up smiling.
"I did not doze off! I was listening to you."
"Did too"

The teases, that brings smiles to both faces.

The security and assurance, that keeps telling her how much she means to him to keep her heart happy.
"Know that I am thinking of you every minute of the day. You're constantly on my mind"

The simple lovemail, that brightens his week.
"I have trouble sleeping."
"It makes me smile when I think of how you will always hold my hands, it keeps me sane and sometimes makes me shy."
"I am happy to have you in my life. I hope I can take away all your misery, stress, and all the bad things."

The happiest man in the morning.
"Can't tell you how much I love this email. Can't even remember how many times I have read it since I woke up."

The promised life, that lasts a lifetime.
"Every time I'm around you I feel peace and calm."
"You're the white light at the end of my dark tunnel."
"You're the only one I can talk to about all my problems. The only one I can be truly open with."
"We, are what we need in each others' lives."
"That laughter of yours gives me a warm heart."

This story and many forget.
One has, the other should.
Alive but only memories.

The Farewell

This page has seen many months of silence. Faith is on the same route.
The essence of life has been drained and one becomes an expert in dual role play, sinfully questioning faith.

"Stand up, my child. It isn't over."
"It is. What was, is a memory that I am forbidden to recollect."
"Believe in yourself"

Everything I believed in...
Everything that was real...
Everything that I came back for...
Can only be a story that should not be told.

But farewell must be made.